Thatcher,
As I woke up today, I wanted to be happy and celebrate with you that you are growing and you are 5 months today. But my aching heart won't let me. As, I pulled you into bed with me this morning, memories flood back from the day you were born. That very first push to the very last push that led us to meet your gorgeous little face. I remember pulling you up on my chest and seeing your squishy little face and those big eyes. The LOVE at that very moment can't be explained in words. I remember holding you and thinking how awesome it is to bring our 4th boy into the world and how you are so perfect just like the rest. I look forward to all of your "firsts", but it is a bittersweet feeling as you grow. I want time to go back and re-share moments with you, but at the same time I can't wait to hold you each morning in my arms and cherish what you do next. Those chubby hands, feet, and thighs make me melt. You are one awesome baby Thatcher John! You know that perfect little crooked smile you give that makes mommy giggle? I saw that smile this morning...Please don't lose that playfullness you have. As a matter of fact....You can just stop right now and stay where you are forever and momma would be perfectly fine with her little 5 month old standing time still. If I could freeze time, It would be today! I would keep Q 8, Ty 5, Jack 3 and you 5 months and your daddy and I would enjoy your smiles, laughter, and LOVE! Thatcher, you forever have momma's heart! I LOVE YOU! Happy 5 months old baby boy!
Love,
MOMMA
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